I like my lipstick colour today. 😄 Ugh finally dinner time w/ the gals.
Annual time of year of me complaining how fucking hot it is brahhhhh.
Oh my God this version listening to it with headphones hits 100 times more into the gut.
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Last night during the brown out my bro’s vacuum went off twice. He saw a moth in the room too. He thought it was my sis using it but we def’ heard it in his room. Then this morning, my sis shoes fell from the top in her closet, twice. Nothing on my end. The ghost read my aura and said, “this one is d*pressed having a hard time as it is, let me not disturb.” 😅😅😅😅 strange tho, we haven’t had activity in a long time. Not since the last cleansing I did. No death anniversaries or angel bdays coming up yet.
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π₯²π it do tho canβt lie
Lmao srslyy
Happy Aloha Friday gang
Why am I suddenly getting influx of followers on the other blog?? Lol right when I wanna take a break from it? Conflicted now.
And Iβm supposed to be divinely protected?? Sure doesnβt feel that way lol.
Ready to cry, also wtf I was so lost by the checking in lol thatβs how long its been at the movies, not since EEAAO.
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Okay I didnβt cry but I did feel the heart strings pull. Itβs basically In The Mood For Love, unrequited love. π₯² sighhhh In-yun, fate. All the what ifs, alternative timelines and aching longing.
I know with the lung damage & medical conditions itβs gonna hinder it a lot but if I can just get back to even half of this level Iβd be satisfied. Yeah I just need a break & try to fall back in love with life again. Biking, hiking, tennis, baseball, archery, etc. Just getting regular fitness, wish had access to a pool for swimming.
